I know I should let go but I can’t..
29th May, Tuesday — Reblog
- Teacher: Why did you not study?
- Me: A year has 365 days for you to study. After taking away 52 Sundays, there are only 313 days left. There are 50 days in the summer that is way too hot to work so there are only 263 days left. We sleep 8 hours a day, in a year, that counts up to 122 days so now we're left with 141 days. If we fooled around for only 1 hour a day, 15 days are gone, so we are left with 126 days. We spend 2 hours eating each day, 30 days are used in this way in the year, and we are left with 96 days in our year. We spend 1 hour a day speaking to friends and family, that takes away 15 days more and we are left with 81 days. Exams and tests take up at least 35 days in your year, hence you are only left with 46 days. Taking off approximately 40 days of holidays, you are only left with 6 days. Say you are sick for a minimum of 3 days, you're left with 3 days in the year to study! Let's say you only go out for 2 days... You're left with 1 day. But that 1 day is your birthday.
im missing your touch, im missing your smell, im missing your perfect lips, im missing the kisses you gave me top to bottom, im missing your hands, im missing your gorgeous smile, im missing your birthmark that was shaped as lips, im missing your presence, im misssing your cuddles, im missing your humour, im missing your big brown eyes, im missing grabbing that chain, im missing your body, im missing what we used to do, im missing our random walks that would end up on a random feild, im missing how comfortable i was around you, im missing your honesty, im missing how cheeky you are, im missing how forward you are, im missing the odd occasion when you would tell me how perfect i am, im missing the tiny things youd notice, im misng our little play fights, i miss the way youd wrap your arms around me, i miss how understanding you could be, i miss your voice, i miss how cute you could be, i miss how well you got on with my mum, i miss how much i could trust you, i miss when you used to kiss me loads of times at once, i miss how youd bite my lip, i miss how youd nibble my ears and call them cute, i miss being able to see you every day, i miss how concerned you were, i miss how much you cared, i miss when youd tell me that you loved me and that you wanted me forever, i miss the times that you would tell that im the most beautiful thing, i miss the days you would make so much effort, i miss wearing the chain you brought me, i miss having you near, i miss how youd get jealous every now and then, i miss the cute way you would say ‘no’, i miss knowing what you were doing every hour of the day, i miss being wanted, i miss being special to you, i miss having that bear on the end of the bed, i miss being able to go in your room and tellng you how messy it was, i miss being that safe, i miss you telling me that i was only yours, i miss being able to call you my baby, i miss being worried that i was gunna lose you because at least then i had you, i miss how persistant you were, i miss the photos, voice notes and phone calls, i miss having an odd peice of clothing of yours at my house, i miss holding your hand and being so so proud of you, i miss crying over you because of something nice you said, i miss you and us. I would take back and give up so much just to have you back tbh, i know its my fault, but im still hurting, im still wanting, im still craving.
28th May, Monday — Reblog
i <3 omari mwhahaha
28th May, Monday — Reblog
theres a boy in my maths class and his so fucking attrative :’(
28th May, Monday — Reblog
right thats it, you’re not allowed to start a conversation with him anymore, unless its important
28th May, Monday — Reblog
